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The Wrath of TIME/Destiny ?!

                      Its the Saturday morning and as usual holding a cup of coffee in my hand, I picked the newspaper and read an article unlike every morning, I start with funny cartoons. For a moment, I left everything I had in my hand, holding the newspaper more firmly to re-confirm what I read.

Yes, its real and a heartbreaking incident took place in Wellington !

Here goes the article titled -

Girl, 3, survives home alone for 2 days after mom dies
 A 3-year-old girl, alone for two days after her mother died unexpectedly in their New Zealand home, lived on cheese, leftover lasagna and milk and comforted herself with her teddy bear.

The girl's uncle, Pete Silbery, said that the family last spoke to the mother, Lauren Silbery, on October 19.

Shylah Silbery
Two days later, they were worried enough to call a friend who lived near the 28-year-old's Wellington home. The friend could see Lauren's daughter, Shylah, inside the home, but not the mother, prompting the family to call police, Pete Silbery said. Police coaxed Shylah to drag a coffee table to the door so she could reach the lock and unlock the door, before she told them, "Mummy won't wake up," Silbery said. "I can only imagine her in there for that long, trying to wake mum up as well," he said.

Silbery said Shylah endured the two days alone by finding food in the refrigerator and holding her teddy bear, named 'Possum'. Shylah spent several days in a hospital recovering from dehydration and diaper rash. "She's doing OK now. She's still bubbly," he said. "When we lowered the coffin into the grave at the cemetery, though, she pointed at it and said, 'Mummy's in there'. It was pretty heartbreaking."

Its really heartbreaking and I dedicate my blog to her,
  to the sufferers of the kind,
  for whom life is not served on a Silver platter,
  for the victims of  the Wrath of Time/Destiny... !! :( :(

Be UNREPENTANT - The Ultimate Goal of [MY] Life

             It could be tough sometimes, to switch from the cool, routine, not much planned life to a very formal, disciplined, methodical life following/base-lining few rules imposed by ourselves. As the maturity grows, we realize that for any act we do, the real happiness lies when we are in a position that we look back and don't REPENT.[Because, for me a repent is so horrible that we can only avoid happening such in future and cannot be devoid of what we have done in the past]

Yes, I believe and want to move ahead "Leading a life that is unrepented" from which I seek the real pleasure (Sorry, 'unrepented' - may be out-of-vocab, I couldn't stop using the word for the liner) .To err is human. And so, I accept the mistakes, repent/regret for moments together and try my best to correct it giving justified number of attempts for it. But, it doesn't end there. Learning the lesson out of it is much more important before drawing to such actions further more in my journey.

For that matter, I have to appreciate my dearest friend Srilakshmi Mukkavilli for her note that reads as:

 I know only two things -  I know that I don't know,   I know how to learn. 
Heads I WIN. Tails I LEARN


It impressed me in a great way. It indicates that, there is no concept of failure and is just an illusion termed in a negative sense, created out of the obsession for that successful position/result. The bottom line is, for any course of your actions/efforts, you either be a WINNER or a LEARNER and never be a loser.

Minute are the feelings/hypothetical conclusions/assumptions we make, but they have a greater impact on how we look at the things, build the self and evolve as a gentle and humble person. Usually, the human mind is pre-occupied with negative energy (thoughts/ emotions /perceptions/ conclusions/ impressions) and only THE ABLE can come out of it ruling the self and see themselves filled with joy.

Repents, usually caused when we don't plan or we are dependent in taking decisions while we plan, not foreseeing the consequences. Yes, one should be able to get their conscience out of all egos, question it in multiple ways and different directions,  churn-out  the thoughts adding practicality to it, then arrive at a conclusion (explaining the real value of it to others,  if needed). 

In other words, take the ownership of all your actions, be a master while making the decision and obey it as a humble follower(Master-Slave, for me slave is deprecated!). In-fact, the conscience is ego-proof and it always speaks the truth. So, realizing or ignoring it is at our discretion. 

                                    పొరపాటున చేజారిన తరుణం  తిరిగొస్తుందా
                                    ప్రతిపూట ఒకపుటలా తన  పాఠం  వివరిస్తుందా...
           
                                                      పొర పడిన  పడినా జాలిపదదే కాలం మనలాగా
                                                      ఒక  నిమిషం కూడా ఆగి పోదే  నువ్వచ్చే దాకా...

                                     కదతేరని పయనాలెన్ని, పడతోసిన ప్రనయాలెన్ని
                                     అని తిరగేసాయ చేరిత పుటలు...

Milk Shake/Shock ??

          Don’t get confused. This is not about the sweet, cold beverage which is made from milk. But, about the shocking prices of the milk unfolded by the Govt. of Andhra Pradesh. How can any Govt. afford to such an action -  hiking the prices of the most basic commodity for any person living in this habitat.  Regret the vote-bank politics. Why the Democracy has to suffer. Ahh ! Don’t say because its Democracy?!

I got to bring  a half-litre milk packet to my home on Monday for Rs.18/- (!!) and then while I was walking to my home, I see a baby-girl on a hunger-cry that which aggravated my pain/thought process. What could be the best food,  a mother can offer to a not so tender aged baby other than the milk she buys??
Has it not been ridiculous, we elect the 'Rulers'(the embarrassing politicians) through our own ‘well-formed’(as they say) vote-bank politics, who execute such actions giving no thought for the common man ?! Shame on our part - is what all I can sigh-out, out-of this frustration....

అండా దండా ఉండాలని, కోదండా రాముని కోరుకుంటే....
గుండే లేని మనిషల్లే నిను[మనల్ని] కొండా కోనలకోదిలేసాడా...
Gone were those days - when lactometer was used to measure the quality. We have developed such an adaptability that we compromised on the quality, quantity and even on the availability. But, it has crossed our acceptance level, there by keeping the poor and even the poorer at this stake, is all that I bother !(I din’t dare to use ‘the poorest ‘– I don't want to pls).

The prices increased look as if like a tender roll - right from Feb(Re 1/- per litre) ,April(Rs 2/ltr) till September(Rs 3/ltr) cumulative(mind-it) !!
What could be the best and all-time solution for this problem?   I cannot anyway  expect  the fall of prices, atleast amid of the bandhs/rastha-roko, keeping in view of the current state of politics as they have done this particular action at this  juncture to bag their pockets(if not my perception is wrong). Neither we keep silent. Then, what could be the best alternative? Do we have substitute for milk? Is rearing the cattle by each family an alternative?  Or shelling-out our pockets even when surplus is available  an affirmative?  Or even more like for any other controversial, do we fight for justice?
Well, when so many solutions available, we go with the most pragmatic one. Hope you’ll not deny it. And then, right now I have the following on my mind:
- Get the dairy farmers aware of the fact that the procurement prices for them is much lower
  despite a tidal hike hitting the Andhra Pradesh market
- Encourage farmer-consumer handshake. Fight for the direct outlets for farmers(raithu-
  bazar) for dairy product distribution across the state avoiding  the dealer/broker
  involvement  
                                                                  [OR]
- Reduce the consumption of milk those who can make it using the age-old formula
  Supply with no demand – a hope in reduction of prices ?? I doubt.
- Run the thoughts or more I say PAIN on the hike with a social activist(who
   truly/holistically fights for it)  - ruled out this for now

PS: Hmm, I’m on temperature(fever) and I cannot run on more ideas now. I cannot be calm either(on this shock). So, if you have any thoughts  please  do post your ideas on this thread !!

LYRICS for the Lifetime !!


        Well, I'm a music freak. I welcome music in any form (as long as the principles of 'the discipline' not violated ;) 
Interestingly, most of the week, I hum few lyrics of  some songs repetitively. I realised that they are part of my journey accompanying all the way, help me being composed when I'm at highs and lows of joy/grief/dismay.

Let me share with you all those I like the most....may be this could be one of my biggest projects ever I take up...haan... ?! :P :)

" Music is certainly a very agreeable Entertainment, but if it would take the entire Possession of our 
Ears, if it would make us incapable of hearing Sense, if it would exclude Arts that have a much 

greater Tendency to the Refinement of human Nature; I must confess I would allow it no better 
Quarter than Plato has done, who banishes it out of his Common-wealth. "

  • సత్యం  జ్ఞానమనంతం  నిత్యమనాకాసం  పరమాకాసం....మాయా కల్పిత నానాకారం నాకారం భువనాకారం 
  • నీ దరినున్న  తొలగు  భయాలు, నీ  దయలున్న  కలుగు  జయాలు... నిరతము  మాకు  నిఇడగా  నిలిచి జయము నీయవే అమ్మ భవాని 
  • అనుకున్నామని జరగవు అన్ని, అనుకోలేదని ఆగవు కొన్ని, జరిగేవన్నీ మంచికని అనుకోవడమే మనిషి  పని !
  • కడుపు కాలే కష్ట జీవులు ఒడలు విరిచీ గనులూ తొలిచీ, చెమట చలువను చేర్చి రాళ్ళను తీర్చినారు తెలుసుకో..
  • పై మెరుగులకే భ్రమ పడకయ్యా... మనసే మాయని సొగసయ్యా....గుణమే తరుగని ధనమయ్యా...
  • నాలో అణువు అణువు ఆలయంగా మారగా నిత్యం కొలుచుకోనా అమ్మ ఋణమే తీరగా
  • ఎదగాలి ఇంతకూ ఇంతై ఈ పసికూనా ఏలాలి ఈ జగమంతా ఎప్పటికైనా...
  • వుండీ  లేకా  వున్నది  నీవే వున్నా  కూడా  లేనిది  నేనే....
  • తీపి  రాగాల  కోయిలమ్మకు  నల్ల  రంగునలమిన  వాడినేది  కోరేది
  • నాలో ఉన్న  మనసు  నాకు  గాక  ఇంకెవరికి  తెలుసు...(అది కూడా నీకే తెలుసు :P)
  • ఏనాడు  ఏ  శిల్పి  కన్నాడో  ఈ  కలను  ఏ  ఉలితో  ఈ  శిలపై  నిలిపాడో  ఈ  కళను... 
  • ఇక పై ఇక పై విరచిద్దాం విధి నే మార్చే ఒక చట్టం ... 
  • చెలి  నగుమోమె  చంద్రబిమ్బమై  - పగలే  వెన్నెల  కాయగా...
  • లోకం నలు మూలలా లేదయ్యా కులాసా....దేశం పలు వైపులా ఏదో రభసా...
    మోసం జన సంఖ్యా లా ఉందయ్యా హమేషా...పాపం హిమ గిరులలా పెరిగెను తెలుసా... :(
  • అండా దండా ఉండాలని, కోదండా రాముని కోరుకుంటే....
  • గుండే లేని మనిషల్లే నిను కొండా కోనలకోదిలేసాడా... 
  • చుట్టూ ఉన్న చెట్టు చేమ తో బుట్టువులింక నీకమ్మా...
    ఆగక పొంగీ కన్న్నేల్లె నీ ఆకలి దప్పులు తీర్చేనమ్మా...
  • మౌనాన్నే  కంచగా  మలిచేటి course  లో  distinction మీదీ కదా...
  • కాటుక కంటి నీరు పెదవులకంటనీకు చిరు నవ్వు దీప కళిక   చిన్నబో నీయకు...
  • ఆటు పోటు ఘటనలివి ఆట విడుపు నటనలివి ఆది శక్తివి  నీవు అంటవు నిన్నేవి....
and many more to list..... :)


Durga


“Any task I take up, I wish it to be successful always. How?”  asks Durga.

I was waiting at the bus stop for my routine bus-catch.  Durga, a girl with a divine like smile on her face comes saying ‘Hi’. She is simple, working hard for her family. She is so disciplined/punctual, that I see her at the stop sharp by 8:10. She isn’t a much closer friend to me. Yet, we just greet each other daily at the stop.

The other day, she came to me smiling (as always). But, suddenly, she started weeping. I got dumb-stuck as I have never seen any other expression on her face except a sweet smile.
I’ve started consoling her and helped her restoring saying, situation will be under her control once she clams down. She din’t get into her bus. And asked me too, to hold on. I asked her if she has something to share or if can help her in anyway.

She smiled and said, “I have a question, provided, you shouldn’t ask me why I have cried.”!!

“Well, no worries, if you are unwilling to, I would never force you for the reason. Let me know what question you have?”

She asked, “Can you tell me the things I need to focus to keep me successful in whatever I take up? Don’t scare, I anyway go for good things always….”

 Hmm, I have no clue how this is related to her ‘sudden’ grief  and how I can help her on this.
నాలో అణువు అణువు ఆలయంగా మారగా
నిత్యం కొలుచుకోనా అమ్మ ఋణమే తీరగా
I replied, ”it’s a tough question (though) and I’m not an expert in training at such kind of…yet, let me try at it. Success/Failure is something you term the outcome. And that is not what we require. Its important how well you can keep the ‘self’ satisfied. As such, I don’t have a strategy. But, I wish and believe that one should have an eternal mathru and desa bhakthi to be happy forever”! Seems she is convinced. As I promised not to ask the reason why she broke into tears, I’m confused if my answer helped her face the problem she has now!!




I know, our conversation went on is very typical. Yet, it has an important end-up that every one of us has to live with to see/keep ourselves progressing always….


HoW mUcH iS tOo MuCh?

How much is too much??
Can it be as much as what happened to Japan (globally), or that of the scams toll “maintained” Nationally, or even that of the statue shove off at the tank bund locally? We say this is too much in many a kind of likewise incidents. Right ?!

Well, I usually consider people as Concerns. For me, each person is a Concern. When things at this stage happen like this, no doubt the Concerns are at stake!!

I'm in an unpleasant state wailing for the Crippled Japan, that happened for no good reason. Its inevitable, a Natural calamity. But, I believe it’s controllable (futuristic though) by other means. Given a thought, I could derive one thing - Nature has unbounded energy/power that in other way tells us – “to possess such a huge energy, be Natural by all means – of the, by the and for the actions we do“!?

Right, back to my square one, Japan might have recovered of its mindset.But, I couldn’t yet...! :( :(
May be this could be first of its kind for me, watching it live that the beaten is beaten, repeatedly…as all of us aware of the facts that Japan is the victim of the World War II, many earth quakes, Tsunami & earthquake (with a radio-active reaction accompanying and aggravating the pain)…but always stood up to its level best with their “NEVER SAY DIE” attitude. Hats off to their optimism - looking for a ray of hope in every dint.

I know the grief they experience. As, when I put a small rangoli and if it rains, it hurts me real bad. So, it’s not so tough to imagine and feel the sorrow  they experience; when reality on the toss shouting there that “Japan is developed” - when their Nation get to know they are on an edgy stage(developed compared to others) till then, has now come to this edge seeking for others help!

This is too much… even a better one(so very Optimistic) in this World also, cannot Welcome events of this sort. May be I may need to bend towards my core principle to get out this gloomy cliff – i.e., “be Optimistic, whatever happens is for good”. May be what happened to Japan might be a fore-shadow of miracle that may come its way. No wonder a day might come to say “Japan is built in a day”.

 Let’s wait and see and pray for non-occurrences of such; while, being ‘Natural’ by all means - must be an underlined and not an under-statement!!

P.S: Looking at the Japan’s incident, I left the other two things mentioned above(scams’, tankbund’s) with unattended focus. I consider it to be pretty useless to review/talk as the change in those aspects must be a holistic one. And it’s not too much to practice the change we want to bring that ascertains once again the saying -”Be the change, you want to see in the World”! Let me see if can make something in this stride.
  

A Retrospection


This part of my life...this little part.. is called "freedom of EXPRESSION" !!

Sometimes people change...
Sometimes perceptions change...
Sometimes people make our perceptions change...
Whatever might be the reason as long as the change is for a good cause,I accept it. 
Despite; some decisions hurt us badly !!


Nevertheless, I smile at it and say, 
Even the purest form of Gold has to pass through the hottest fire.
Only because I'm optimistic and simple is my policy that
Its happened, what it says !?
Heads I win, Tails I learn.
After all, we are part of the game that Time vs Time plays...

And we just need to move on...though,
In the end
It doesn't even matter
[As] The clock ticks life away
It’s so unreal

Didn’t look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on but didn’t even know
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
Wasted it all just to
Watch you go
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
To lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

as Linkin Park says!!


Quote-a-Quote

  • There are three mirrors that form a person's reflection. First, how you see yourself. Second, how others see you and the Third, that reflects the TRUTH 
  • I don't mind being hated...I hate being Misunderstood !!      
  • If you want a thing done well, do it yourself 
  • I know only two things... I know that I don't know, I know how to learn. Heads I win, Tails I learn
  • Everyone can design complex system, only Simplicity requires intelligence
  • Life's a simple pendulum that oscillates between..."why ME?" & "Is ALL this for ME!"  
  • The highest reward for a man's toil is not what he gets for it but what he becomes by it
  • If everything is equally important, then nothing is important  
  • Technology ... the knack of so arranging the world that we don't have to experience it
  • There is no doubt that a dog is loyal. But does that mean we should emulate him? After all, he is loyal to people, not to other dogs.
  •  When you look at a man, you are looking at a human being, when you look at a woman, you are looking at a family.
  • There are two decisions which impact our lives the most: choosing the profession, and the partner.

My Natural Instincts



 This part of my life...this little part..is called "a PAUSE" !!

My Confined Space !?
I have a bunch of hopes/dreams...
     Like balloons, holding in my hand, looking at 'em,
I'm waiting for the TIME to untie and
     let them  fly high in the sky so silently;
To see on my face, then, a sign of real joy !!






Grab It and Brand It !!

What’s it!?
Grab the opportunity, brand your idea!!
Has it not been an emerging trend to withstand the competitive World around us?

Well, give it other dimension only to see “the Creativity” being the hidden ruler of the generation. Yes, if passion surmises with zeal, creativity becomes inevitably incredible part of our living, to gain the joy - doing something challenging that satisfies the self/ego.

I appreciate and encourage to be Creative in whatever we(are) involve(d) in. The reason is simple, it has the richness of ideas and the originality of thinking. Also, you cannot be idle - you either let the things go, doing differently or does different things. Either way you are pretty much involved in making/happening of those ‘important’ things.

As we see, many companies are vying out for establishing a brand to grow their market. We know Creativity has no limit. And companies cleverly opting for this simple/unbounded strategy to propagate and brand their product. Though this is an age old discovery, it has gained enough momentum now, changing the vibes of Marketing paradigm. Right from yesteryear’s song for Nirma washing powder till today’s catchy tune for Tata’s DOCOMO, what make the Companies to flagship their success of undisturbed market is the Creative touch of ideas in publishing the product to the consumers through advertisements or other means of communication (taglines, cartoons, logos).

Somehow, it has taken an interesting turn coming to the food products marketing in India. The foreign captives are successful in catching-up the Indian pulse to establish their roots and make monetary benefits here. Examples being McDonald’s(I’m loving it – hmm, you’re living it !!). I wonder why it’s selling a burger named Mc Aloo Tikki or what a Veg Samosa does in a CCD window? Similar are Lay’s and Kurkure by PepsiCo that introduced a stack of ‘Indianized’ varieties Mumbai Chatpata Snack, Hyderabadi Hungama…thereby encashing our Indianness as their pocket fillers.(I doubt if there is an Indian who doesn't like to have tasty/salty/crunchy snacks in their tea-time, eh!?)

With such creativism opened up and rampant in the success of marketing, to slow down the upbeat foreign business in India – the traditional eateries like Andhra pindi vantalu, Ruchika, Haldiram’s, Pulla Reddy’s etc has to make a move grabbing the opportunity and branding their stand with a much more creative touch of ‘Indian’ genius.

So is the time to say grab it (oppurtunity), brand it(idea), to survive it(competition)!!